Weirdly enough, tonight’s good times made me think of you again. I miss knowing you are there by my side. This time, I was strong though. I didn’t reply your emails. There’s no point anymore. I don’t want to be a spare tire left on the side for you to pick up when it’s time. I want more than your simple of act of kindness. It kills me to think that this may be it, even for the idea of us being friends. But this is better for the long run. I have to be strong.